Lost and Found

Recently, i lost something. That was the 2nd time i lost it. And finally i found it.


Well, not everything that was lost can be found and recovered. Therefore, one should be too concerned over what was lost after a lapse of time and should instead focus on what was right infront before you lost it too.


Cheers to those who always found what was lost, because the searching period is awful and it's sucks if the thing is of value to you. For money can buy the same thing, but off this value.

Life is not a business plan, but a journey through nature

Recently, someone who was used to be closed to me told me that she thought she know me. But in the end, she doesn't know me at all. Purely for the reason that i've been to upclose to myself that i keep everything within me.


Suddenly i recalled that over a year, when i left my previous company, my director back then told me the same thing too. He flew down all the way from KL but to no avail despite trying his best to ask me to rescind the resignation. In the end, he just gave up as he says he failed to connect to me, to understand me and to kow what i was thinking.


Come to think of it, i'm seriously glad that there are people who are upfront enough to let you know your weakness despite that you've chosen to omit them out. I came to evaluate my journey of life on since when did i start become who i am today.


Through experience, when you enjoy your life, revealing every single thing about yourself, trust in everyone you called friend, and live the moment, there's when you're most happy. However, i guess it takes just one, yes only one betrayal to change everything.


No doubt that everyone you meet are different, and deserve an equal chance to gain the trust. However, seems that trust doesn't come that easily anymore. It has to be gained. The things is, does this new person deserved to be treat in such a way merely because of the past events? Honestly, i doesn't know. Hope someone can let me know.


Rather than living my live, i've been strategizing like just like a business plan. With vision, goal, direction, competition and objective. Achievements and success i've gained, however, emptiness was deep and apparent. That is because after each achievement, you're without directions. Then again, you draft some new goals, objectives and etc...


Live life as it is. Enjoy the beauty of nature and gods' creation as you walk pass by. It you like the stream, stop by and take a dip. If you see a beautiful plant and you like it, shower it with tender loving care. Doing such things won't stop you from reaching you're destination. However, it does makes you're journey more wonderful and memorable.


Let things be natural and accept what may comes for what may comes is what was meant to be.

When things changed, it'll never be the same again.

Wow... 2mths since last blog. Been another hectic period of juggling studies, work and lots of self doubts. Sometimes just seriously wondering is that i'm wearing a size too big! hahaha.. but then again, guess it's just all a mindset. If you think you can't, then you definitely can't.

So far, past 2mths, have been getting a bit lazy. 4days to assignment submission, but then i'm still not done... n above all, not working on it. Well, we change to continously adapt. But surprisingly i ain't changing for the better.

Haha... woke up this morning, wondering what the date was... wow, June 14, the year is half way thru. Looking back past 6mths, plenty of things have changed. Good or bad, no one knows. Only time will tell. What we've done, is something we can't changed. But what we can do, is plan for a new change for the wrongs and make sure the next 6mths is better than the past 6mths.

Thanks... My friends

Yes, the semester is getting nearer to its end. After many distractions, delays and self doubts, 1 sem is finally going to be over. Just another 4 more to go.

It's been tough months, not mainly due to the nature of the program, but rather due to personal mental strength. However, as the semester progresses on, i believe the mental strength is getting stronger and having more believe in myself and ability.

This achievement, i have to say, thanks to the many wonderful friends that i have been blessed with. They have been a huge encouragement to me whenever i lost hope and near to giving up. Through them, i've learn to believe in myself, to never stop believing and that things will eventually find it's way through.

I hope i won't disappoint all of you.

Thank you very much for being there and for all the inputs and encouragements and spiritual supports.

March... Eye opening month

Been missing a while. Checked back and realised that the last post was 2nd March, some 20over days ago. March has been a busy period, but yet it's a month that with many wonderful experiences, eye opening period.

Since 2nd March, was rather tight down with "Partners Agaisnt Poverty" which was held on 7 March. It was a collaboration between state government with various private institution to raise the poverty line in Penang to RM500 income per family, especially on the outskirts of Penang. i seriously can't imagine how families survive with a merge income of less than RM400 per month. I for one who doesn't support donations and charity in monetary kind, there should be more concerted effort from all walks of life to ensure that everyone deserves a better living environment. Various big organizations could adopt these families by ensuring the families' welfare are taken care off and these childrens are give proper educations. Rather than spending money on some publicity stunts or building iconic round-a-bouts, those money can be put to a better use. The PAP event, success it was as RM 1.15millions were collected after 3weeks of hard work, thanks to some 180companies that contributed towards the fund.

Soon after, attended an annual dinner of one of the local political party. As usual, in such an event, all the talks were of those criticizing one another, especially towards the oposition party. Nevertheless, was great to see those politicians in person and hear them out in person rather than read something twisted from the newspaper.

At the same time, GG also requested to revisit our shelved business plan as again, opportunity arises. We have gone and visit various identical business plans and monitor the sentiments of the market. Surprisingly, even in such an economy sentiment, pubs and cafes were 60% filled throughout the weekdays. But then again, we concluded that we'll continue to wait for the next opportunity for it's worth waiting for the right opportunity rather than jump at every opportunity.

The best part of all, during these hectic 3weeks, i managed to squeeze in 3 assignments. It was a real challenge to juggle between work and studies, and on top of that with so many events in between. I guess, from the hard way, i did learn something about procastination and time management. Though i managed to pull through everything just in time, guess things could have been better. I must thank somebody though, Cat, thanks for all your wonderful inputs, ideas and suggestions towards my assignments. You've been there to kick my ass and pushed me when the chips are down. Hopefully, i'm better motivated in my next assignments.

When people says "a friend in need is a friend indeed". Guess that is true. I was blessed with many friends who has been there one way or another. Thanks to all my friends.

I Can, I know that I Can, and I'll show that I Can

Knowing you can, is never good enough. Unconsciously, we aren't always aware of what we can or what we can capable off. Write down you goals, plans your means towards achieving them, share your dreams with your love one, say it out aloud every other days. These are actions that will constantly drive you towards your goals and dreams. We need the help of others to achieve and fulfil our dreams. And those people, our love ones, are the reason why we have dreams and goals in the first place. Goals that doesn't includes others are meaningless even when you achieve them.

I remember this quote, from Datuk Lawrence Chan Wing Kum when i attended his motivation seminar 9years ago. "Everyone is a born winner. Many years ago when our parents made love one night, among the thousand millions of sibblings, we are the one that outswim the others to reach the egg. Therefore, we are a winner."

So, a winner doesn't quit and a quitter doesn't wins. We are born winner. We just need to be reminded of that. We just need to visualise and share our hope and dreams with others. So don't be selfish, share our dreams and eventually our success, achievement and happiness with our love ones.

If know you can, tell them you can, show them you can. Don't just keeps everything to yourself. Let them helps to keep you motivated. And course, regularly cite "I can, i know i can and i'll show that i can".

How Many Hours of Sleep Do We Need?

Is there a specific amount of sleep duration we need? 8hrs? 7hrs? 6hrs? No one knows. It varies among individuals. Some can even afford 4hrs of sleep a day!

Now, i start to think that 8hrs may not actually be necessary. It may that be the duration that matters, but rather the quality of sleeps that you get is more vital. Past few days, i've only slept for 6hrs a day due to some unforseencircumstances. Nevertheless, it's a quality 6hrs without interuption til 6a.m. Not sure why myself, but regardless whatever time that i sleep, i'll wake up at 6am and goes back to sleep if it's not a working day. Despite sleeping for only 6hrs, i felt fresher and more energetic than before. Maybe it's due that i manage to sleep soundly without worries or thoughts running through my head for the past 2days. It's something that i'm glad with, and hope that i'll manage to learn more on getting quality sleep rather than long hours of sleep with interuptions in between. Let's see if i'll manage to maintain this new found happiness with quality sleep or revert back to the Royal Pig (nick by a friend, LP) mode.