Lost and Found

Recently, i lost something. That was the 2nd time i lost it. And finally i found it.


Well, not everything that was lost can be found and recovered. Therefore, one should be too concerned over what was lost after a lapse of time and should instead focus on what was right infront before you lost it too.


Cheers to those who always found what was lost, because the searching period is awful and it's sucks if the thing is of value to you. For money can buy the same thing, but off this value.

Life is not a business plan, but a journey through nature

Recently, someone who was used to be closed to me told me that she thought she know me. But in the end, she doesn't know me at all. Purely for the reason that i've been to upclose to myself that i keep everything within me.


Suddenly i recalled that over a year, when i left my previous company, my director back then told me the same thing too. He flew down all the way from KL but to no avail despite trying his best to ask me to rescind the resignation. In the end, he just gave up as he says he failed to connect to me, to understand me and to kow what i was thinking.


Come to think of it, i'm seriously glad that there are people who are upfront enough to let you know your weakness despite that you've chosen to omit them out. I came to evaluate my journey of life on since when did i start become who i am today.


Through experience, when you enjoy your life, revealing every single thing about yourself, trust in everyone you called friend, and live the moment, there's when you're most happy. However, i guess it takes just one, yes only one betrayal to change everything.


No doubt that everyone you meet are different, and deserve an equal chance to gain the trust. However, seems that trust doesn't come that easily anymore. It has to be gained. The things is, does this new person deserved to be treat in such a way merely because of the past events? Honestly, i doesn't know. Hope someone can let me know.


Rather than living my live, i've been strategizing like just like a business plan. With vision, goal, direction, competition and objective. Achievements and success i've gained, however, emptiness was deep and apparent. That is because after each achievement, you're without directions. Then again, you draft some new goals, objectives and etc...


Live life as it is. Enjoy the beauty of nature and gods' creation as you walk pass by. It you like the stream, stop by and take a dip. If you see a beautiful plant and you like it, shower it with tender loving care. Doing such things won't stop you from reaching you're destination. However, it does makes you're journey more wonderful and memorable.


Let things be natural and accept what may comes for what may comes is what was meant to be.

When things changed, it'll never be the same again.

Wow... 2mths since last blog. Been another hectic period of juggling studies, work and lots of self doubts. Sometimes just seriously wondering is that i'm wearing a size too big! hahaha.. but then again, guess it's just all a mindset. If you think you can't, then you definitely can't.

So far, past 2mths, have been getting a bit lazy. 4days to assignment submission, but then i'm still not done... n above all, not working on it. Well, we change to continously adapt. But surprisingly i ain't changing for the better.

Haha... woke up this morning, wondering what the date was... wow, June 14, the year is half way thru. Looking back past 6mths, plenty of things have changed. Good or bad, no one knows. Only time will tell. What we've done, is something we can't changed. But what we can do, is plan for a new change for the wrongs and make sure the next 6mths is better than the past 6mths.