Recently, someone who was used to be closed to me told me that she thought she know me. But in the end, she doesn't know me at all. Purely for the reason that i've been to upclose to myself that i keep everything within me.
Suddenly i recalled that over a year, when i left my previous company, my director back then told me the same thing too. He flew down all the way from KL but to no avail despite trying his best to ask me to rescind the resignation. In the end, he just gave up as he says he failed to connect to me, to understand me and to kow what i was thinking.
Come to think of it, i'm seriously glad that there are people who are upfront enough to let you know your weakness despite that you've chosen to omit them out. I came to evaluate my journey of life on since when did i start become who i am today.
Through experience, when you enjoy your life, revealing every single thing about yourself, trust in everyone you called friend, and live the moment, there's when you're most happy. However, i guess it takes just one, yes only one betrayal to change everything.
No doubt that everyone you meet are different, and deserve an equal chance to gain the trust. However, seems that trust doesn't come that easily anymore. It has to be gained. The things is, does this new person deserved to be treat in such a way merely because of the past events? Honestly, i doesn't know. Hope someone can let me know.
Rather than living my live, i've been strategizing like just like a business plan. With vision, goal, direction, competition and objective. Achievements and success i've gained, however, emptiness was deep and apparent. That is because after each achievement, you're without directions. Then again, you draft some new goals, objectives and etc...
Live life as it is. Enjoy the beauty of nature and gods' creation as you walk pass by. It you like the stream, stop by and take a dip. If you see a beautiful plant and you like it, shower it with tender loving care. Doing such things won't stop you from reaching you're destination. However, it does makes you're journey more wonderful and memorable.
Let things be natural and accept what may comes for what may comes is what was meant to be.
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